...And like a smell around you I will forever linger...

I feel like ranting. Which is a good thing because that's what blogs allow you to do.





I think the problem hidden within my many problems is me. THE PROBLEM IS ME. And I don't know how to fix me.




The tension in my family has grown tenfold since God knows when, and once again, it's probably something I did. I notice this on weekends (I'm never home then for very obvious reasons) and then I'll come home and everything is fine. Then I'll say something, not something too complicated or anything, something like "Hi" and the tension builds up. Is it a certain tone? Is just my presence? WTFFFF





Things have gotten so out of hand that my new family are my friends. How pathetic.





People think that lip sync stresses me out. lmfao, really? Something retarded like lip sync could never stress me out. I don't have the time to stress out about retard shit and cause a migraine.




I would normally go all out on these kind of rants, but I'm afraid I'm just in too good of a mood to bring myself down like that. Tonight should be fun. I know last night was :D So before party animal Alicia is brought out from beyond, I better get to work. Don't worry about me, you know I will always be okay.