Happy 60th Post!

Yes. 60 cheese-tastic and very pointless posts.

For those of you who requested, here is the rest of the video: (the one with the aztec and his unbelievably amazing headress that I could never recreate even if I tried real hard.)

Here's some of what you saw: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9OewnRP0uw
Here's what you wanted: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITCB_WmuV24
Isn't it delicious?! :)

So it's a theatrical re-enactment of the Spanish conquering the Aztecs (and all indigenous populations, for that matter) blah blah they fight, Aztecs lose because the Mayans are pussies and gave in, therefore the original plan to kill the Spanish and use them as sacrifice so the gods could bless and multiply their culture fails. The spanish inflict and force their culture, religion, language and weapons upon the Aztecs and all of the poor Aztecs' beloved belongings such as sacred rituals for mother earth, poetry, dialects, MUSIC and children are removed never to be seen in whole again. Well, that much isn't re-enacted, but let's pretend :) I'm here to educate you :D


I'm currently trying to get hold of some prehispanic drums. At this point in time, any drums (not the set) that my trick uneducated peepz into thinking they're Aztec drums. I had an offer to some ancient asian drums and apparently I'm willing to look into it. I mean, live drumming is so much more exciting than a recording of it, right? Could you come any slower, international week? Give me some more timeeee!

Cheers (:

I had a deliciously delicious weekend :) I needed some time alone to just think and reconcile with myself and it was great. I did my absolute favorite thing to do: I sat in my living room with my jammies on and a big bowl of grapes watching scary movies :D I saw the ENTIRE Saw series, which wasn't scary, just very gory (I'm trying to stop cringing at every stupid death scene and be a big girl about it. I kinda did it... It was very hard to do on Saw 4). My butt was asleep after that ahaha :) Then I played with my puppy foreverrr and taught him to jump on the couch :) And THEN, I watched Friday the 13th, Nightmare on Elm Street and most of the old school Freddy Krueger good stuff. I don't know... I love to look into the minds of completely psychotic people, it's very fascinating to me. Plus, I finally got an opportunity to sit down with my dad and we watched the original Exorcist, one of our personal favorites. Oh and THEN I realized that my favorite movie (Dumb & Dumber) never gets old; I'm still laughing at the same jokes, and surprisingly, I DON'T know the movie word for word like the other ones. That's how much I get into it :D

On some emo news, my mom has been very depressed (which makes me depressed) lately because my dad made her sell her house in Mexico :( MY house. (It's finally sold to people who won't love it as much as we did, but I guess it's time for a new story to take place in that house.) She's very upset because that's where she grew up he whole life and that's where I grew up too. Well, I'll buy her a new one once I'm making real actress cash. Gotta keep the spirits up!

Oh and for those of you who asked me, "Yxayotl" is in a dialect called Nahuatl and it means tears. It's a song okay?! Hehe (:

Everyone is so lame.

Don't you stress, myself included.

You seem so ignorant and child-like to me. You take everything for granted and don't appreciate what you have; it's sickening. It almost makes me want to die in front of your face from a fatal car accident just so you can learn the most important life lesson of all: God gives, and God takes away. I wish you could see what it's like not to be so damn fortunate.

HOORAY, TUMBLR IS THE NEW THING SO NO ONE WILL READ THISSS :D

So I had a crappy ass Christmas but that's okay because neither the 24th nor the 25th is Jesus' birthday. And I hate how society gives you certain dates when you're forced to be happy; (i.e. Thanksgiving, Christmas, Valentine's day. Nothing is legit except New Year's.) my family was at complete serenity last week and it was no damn holiday. And you know what? I have such damn motherfucking depth to me that it's so fucking hard not to express some of it. I hide it ALL THE TIME, with few exceptions, and it just feels like I've hid and tamed this anger so long that it's going to explode. Sorry if it happends in front of you. I let a sneak preview of my anger slip out at a water polo game and I can't get my teammate's facial expressions of complete fright, intimidation and guilt out of my head.

I think I've finally been hit by God's calling hard enough for me to feel it. I feel it; the pre-soul cleansing feeling of filth, shame, guilt and complete self disappointment. I just can't wait for the post-cleansing urge to get closer to God. I really can't.

The sound of my dog drinking water makes me die of thirst. Like, foreals, I feel like drinking a whole gallon. And my arms are so scratched up and scabbed from my dog's attacks :( I DON'T CUT MYSELF PEOPLE, I AM A VICTIM OF A VERY PLAYFUL PUPPY!

And I don't hate you, my anger makes me hate you. But you really can't blame me, I was raised to put on a brave face to the public when all you want to do is cry all day.

Yxayotl

I don't know why you have to be so difficult on a weak soul that has shown you multiple times she can't take the shit you give her. I don't understand why you insist on pushing me beyond my limits; there's a reason why it's called a limit.


The worst possible thing you can do to me is feel pity, and quite frankly it takes me a while to recover from your pity insults. I really need to be more private with my things, even if it means turning into a two-faced bitch to hide my shit. I'm telling you in advanced: it's not ASB that changed me, people, it' s you.

Rhythm n gangsta

AH NEVUH CUM OFF TACKY, AHM A BOSS EGGZAKLEE, AHM LAKK A SICK SLICKK SUPA SNOOP FLYY VERSACE, CONVUHSATION FLASHEEEE, Y'ALL MUTH******* CAIN'T MATCH ME.
Why don't any of my friends share my love for Snoop Dogg?! come onnnn, ain't you diggin this shizzle, mah nizzle?

So I'm going to be very busy trying to recreate an exact replica of this (the headdress, son) by hopefully the end of polo season, if not earler, which is almost impossible. But this is me we talkin' 'bout, mang. there ain't nuttin' impossible!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80EMtoVZzM4

And I'm fucking phsyched about interantional week. I know, what a Mexican, but it's okay, I'm not one of those tacky chicanas, I'm the real deal! Don't you enjoy foreign cultures too?