Although youre trying not to listen, i bet your eyes are staring at the ground.

Con mis enfermedades del infierno y mis circumstancias miserables, estoy a punto de darme por vencida. Aunque estoy mas que segura que eso no les significa nada a ustedes ni les importa, por ese caso. Y entonces me pregunto, cual es el pinche chiste en tratar de ser amistable? No lo entiendo. Todos estan esperando el dia en que me rinda, y sabes que? NO VAS A VIVIR A VER ESE DIA. Porque yo ya no vivo para ti, ni para ningun maricon miserable que mendinga atencion y amor y fama, YO NO NECESITO A NADIE. Y si se tardan mis enfermedades un ciglo para desaparecer, yo siguere viva y contenta. Es mas grande el que vive en mi que el que vive en el mundo. Soy tan extrana y rara porque yo no soy de aqui y no me da miedo pasar los caminos de la vida sola.

Dasss Wasssup :)

MARCH MADNESS IS FINALLY OVER!!!! And the Aztec dance for International Week came out delishhhh, I won Ms. International both assemblies :) But what I'm really psyched about is... being healthy. I feel like I have a chance. I just might.

Today, I Died.

And was reborn in Jesus Christ :) Suddenly, everything else seems so unimportant and I have no need for anything or anyone.

So we do not give up. Our physical andy is becoming older and weaker, but our spirit inside us is made new every day. We have small troubles for a while now, but they are helping us gain an eternal glory that is much greater than these troubles.
2 Corinthians 4:16&17

Gozando Lambada

I CAN'T HELP BUT BE OPPRESSIVE AND PESSIMISTIC! Junior year is not what I expected and as of RIGHT NOW, I can't wait to get the fuck out of high school. My last day of my senior year I'll bet you anything that I'm going to cry like a creep that beat her baby to death. Wait... Well I couldn't think of anything else!

I feel like I'm losing you Alberto! And I feel like you can see it too and you're totally fine with it holy shit so depressing :( My glass isn't half full nor half empty. THERE IS NO GLASS TO BEGIN WITH.

Scumbags and Sweethearts

I am happy to announce, to whoever remembers this exists, that I have found the people that matter. I thought I could count them in one hand but it turns out that I don't even need the entire hand. I'm so happy, I really just don't need you anymore :)

Yesterday was yet another talent show that I participated in haha :) Like with most current things that I do, I would have enjoyed it so much more if my health would match my excitement for things. Nonetheless, it was very fun to be out there in front of an audience, and even though my comedy didn't win, I honestly just wanted to do it to put on a good show. People need to laugh! Plus you're so much more attractive when you laugh, it's delishh to my heart :D I love to please the crowd and put on a well-rounded show and I feel satisfied in that aspect. I'm looking forward to all my upcoming activities, especially in representing my pride and joy of a country in International Week by performing an indigenous Aztec celebratory ritual. Oh, and the fact that I'm princess, that's always a self-esteem lifter. I feel like I do a good job representing the Latino community, If I do say so myself.

A lot less depressed, wouldn't you say? I finally have someone there for me and I don't need anything else but to get baptized in Christ and my heart will stop suffering so much :) If it was a burden for you to be there for me, don't you worry about it. I don't need nor like you anymore.